i am in love can you tell?

ok........today is starting out ok...i got my honey bun and sittin in class. i don't want to type today so i am not going to write alot. but last night was all good not one of my better nights with my throat. but it was ok....my mom is going to take me to the doctor she says it might be acid reflux i get heartburn really bad......and she said that i might need to get my asophagus stretched..i am kinda scared but i hope i'll get over it......i can't spell today so you are going to have to forgive me....today is mike's birthday.....isn't that cool...lol...sarcasm.....it's a good thing to master....lol...anyz i saw nick today and i started to melt.... i love him so much....i came home last night from work and the first thing i did was listen to the cd that he made me....i always cry when i listen to it just because i don't think he honestly knows just how happy he makes me......i want to be with him for the rest of my life....but now it's wierd i feel like i am not good enough for him......i had people telling me that i was to good for him but i can't imagine my life being anything but hell without him..... i love him....i have never been so sure about anything in my life and i am so completely in love with him.....i was almost in tears with him on the phone last night because i cannot stop thinking about him and i just know that i love him so much.....to tell you the truth i didn't want him to go play football yesterday because i was worried about him....the heat, getting hurt....you name it i thought about it....i felt really bad but when i talked to him last night and he was ok i felt extremely relieved. and now i won't worry as much if he goes tomorrow like i know that he wants to.....i love him so much and i guess thats why i worry so much....now i worry that he could break up with me....i don't know why....but i love him so much and i want to spend the rest of my life with him....i love him so much....everywhere i go something reminds me of him....and i love that because that reminds me that i have someone waiting to talk to me when i get out of work..i am always guaranteed a person to sit with at lunch......i will always have someone that loves me....and that i can love back......i love being in love!!!!!! life is awesome......later....

i love you.....